All are in place.....
I realized, I was still zero, if compared to those who are now at the peak.
I still need experience, mistakes that will make me better, and advice from people who are already elders. I imagine, one day, I can make people feel happy that I love, especially my father and mother. I hope it much.
Perhaps, I'm too selfish in this life, and I admit if I was .... I'm women who can not think big for the future, I just silent, crying, and looked at my families photos, "Oh God give your servant is the best way, if you always give the blessing of any servant run" - Amen.